What’s the biggest risk you’d like to take — but haven’t been able to?
How long until my life fully falls apart?
How much could I live without?
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Top Thoughts
Because who wants to hear the thoughts of bottoms?
Why can’t I get rid of this block? Rude.
Is the world going to ruin out of coffee? Because I am genuinely more terrified of that than a global apocalypse.
Speaking of apocalypse, I think it’s time for a hard conversation. If you are one of those people who think that you would survive if the world ended, know you are the type of person who probably shouldn’t. The exact traits that made you cut throat enough to slash someones neck for toilet paper or gave you the endurance to eat cold beans in the middle of a forest… should also show you that the type of person you are is not how humanity might want to be remembered.
i say that statement with irony, knowing that I have no desire to live through an apocalypse. I barely want to live now, in a first world country. What I mean is,
The ones left standing are the ones who were willing to do whatever it took to live, but in living, lost their humanity. Absolutes barely exist, but if the Walking Dead taught us anything, it’s to make a decision early.
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Top Thoughts
Because who wants to hear the thoughts of bottoms?
What could you try for the first time?
Vile looking but apparently delicious? I want to know.
Why can’t I get rid of this block? Rude.
Is the world going to ruin out of coffee? Because I am genuinely more terrified of that than a global apocalypse.
Speaking of apocalypse, I think it’s time for a hard conversation. If you are one of those people who think that you would survive if the world ended, know you are the type of person who probably shouldn’t. The exact traits that made you cut throat enough to slash someones neck for toilet paper or gave you the endurance to eat cold beans in the middle of a forest… should also show you that the type of person you are is not how humanity might want to be remembered.
i say that statement with irony, knowing that I have no desire to live through an apocalypse. I barely want to live now, in a first world country. What I mean is,
The ones left standing are the ones who were willing to do whatever it took to live, but in living, lost their humanity. Absolutes barely exist, but if the Walking Dead taught us anything, it’s to make a decision early.
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Top Thoughts
Because who wants to hear the thoughts of bottoms?
What have you been putting off doing? Why?
I’m not afraid of learning something new.
I’m procrastinating because I’ve grown accustomed to being soft. To feeling like I’m doing a good job, that I am well-liked, that I am enough.
I need a new career if I plan on not killing myself before 30. But the idea of starting over, and asking everyone around me to support me AGAIN, is terrifying. Not because they won’t, but because they will.
How do the people around me have more faith in me than I do? How do I not let them down?
It sounds trivial. There are so many others in the world who don’t have support. I am grateful and recognize the privilege. But know that I am buckling under the pressure of being worthy of that support and all it means.
Why can’t I get rid of this block? Rude.
Is the world going to ruin out of coffee? Because I am genuinely more terrified of that than a global apocalypse.
Speaking of apocalypse, I think it’s time for a hard conversation. If you are one of those people who think that you would survive if the world ended, know you are the type of person who probably shouldn’t. The exact traits that made you cut throat enough to slash someones neck for toilet paper or gave you the endurance to eat cold beans in the middle of a forest… should also show you that the type of person you are is not how humanity might want to be remembered.
i say that statement with irony, knowing that I have no desire to live through an apocalypse. I barely want to live now, in a first world country. What I mean is,
The ones left standing are the ones who were willing to do whatever it took to live, but in living, lost their humanity. Absolutes barely exist, but if the Walking Dead taught us anything, it’s to make a decision early.
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Top Thoughts
Because who wants to hear the thoughts of bottoms?
What’s a topic or issue about which you’ve changed your mind?
No, I will not be elaborating
Why can’t I get rid of this block? Rude.
Is the world going to ruin out of coffee? Because I am genuinely more terrified of that than a global apocalypse.
Speaking of apocalypse, I think it’s time for a hard conversation. If you are one of those people who think that you would survive if the world ended, know you are the type of person who probably shouldn’t. The exact traits that made you cut throat enough to slash someones neck for toilet paper or gave you the endurance to eat cold beans in the middle of a forest… should also show you that the type of person you are is not how humanity might want to be remembered.
i say that statement with irony, knowing that I have no desire to live through an apocalypse. I barely want to live now, in a first world country. What I mean is,
The ones left standing are the ones who were willing to do whatever it took to live, but in living, lost their humanity. Absolutes barely exist, but if the Walking Dead taught us anything, it’s to make a decision early.
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Top Thoughts
Because who wants to hear the thoughts of bottoms?
Your life without a computer: what does it look like?
If I don’t know, I can’t feel like I’m not doing enough. If I don’t know, I can’t be blamed. If I don’t know, I can’t lack control.
Living without a computer wouldn’t just restrict my access to the world, it would prevent the world from having access to me.
For all the good and the bad, I could make my own peace.
Why can’t I get rid of this block? Rude.
Is the world going to ruin out of coffee? Because I am genuinely more terrified of that than a global apocalypse.
Speaking of apocalypse, I think it’s time for a hard conversation. If you are one of those people who think that you would survive if the world ended, know you are the type of person who probably shouldn’t. The exact traits that made you cut throat enough to slash someones neck for toilet paper or gave you the endurance to eat cold beans in the middle of a forest… should also show you that the type of person you are is not how humanity might want to be remembered.
i say that statement with irony, knowing that I have no desire to live through an apocalypse. I barely want to live now, in a first world country. What I mean is,
The ones left standing are the ones who were willing to do whatever it took to live, but in living, lost their humanity. Absolutes barely exist, but if the Walking Dead taught us anything, it’s to make a decision early.
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Because who wants to hear the thoughts of bottoms?
What skill would you like to learn?
People talk about legacy. How creating generational wealth through empires will get their names in History books. How being the first to do something is the greatest accomplishment. It might be.
I want to learn create. Anyone can create a life, but how many build the infrastructure to protect it?
I want to create shelter for someone to use to weather their storm. I want to create a cabinet to hide the eclectic collection of an artist. I want to lay a floor that will carry joy without bending.
Blue collar jobs seem so unattainable. the confidence to create something that will live under constant test is nerve-wracking! Why does it seem so much harder than what I do?
I want to say thank you! I get a ton of love on these daily thoughts. I appreciate y’all taking the time to read them. I’m trying to get better about posting normally – every subscriber is a reminder
Why can’t I get rid of this block? Rude.
Is the world going to ruin out of coffee? Because I am genuinely more terrified of that than a global apocalypse.
Speaking of apocalypse, I think it’s time for a hard conversation. If you are one of those people who think that you would survive if the world ended, know you are the type of person who probably shouldn’t. The exact traits that made you cut throat enough to slash someones neck for toilet paper or gave you the endurance to eat cold beans in the middle of a forest… should also show you that the type of person you are is not how humanity might want to be remembered.
i say that statement with irony, knowing that I have no desire to live through an apocalypse. I barely want to live now, in a first world country. What I mean is,
The ones left standing are the ones who were willing to do whatever it took to live, but in living, lost their humanity. Absolutes barely exist, but if the Walking Dead taught us anything, it’s to make a decision early.
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Top Thoughts
Because who wants to hear the thoughts of bottoms?
What’s your #1 priority tomorrow?
Tomorrow is a new day.
Tomorrow is a new week.
I still feel like the old me, but I can do better. I can be better
Whether it’s a test I give myself, a chance the universe provides to change my circumstances, or a literal pen to paper test, I plan to fuck around and find out.
Let’s see what we can do if we aren’t afraid of change
***answering myself****
OKAY BIG BOYYYYY!!! YOU DID IT!!! You gained a certification, successfully navigated a tricky ass situation with your boss, and did your SHIT!
I hope everyone who liked this post passed their tests today too. And if you didn’t… reassess and retry. The Definition of Done is set by you.
Why can’t I get rid of this block? Rude.
Is the world going to ruin out of coffee? Because I am genuinely more terrified of that than a global apocalypse.
Speaking of apocalypse, I think it’s time for a hard conversation. If you are one of those people who think that you would survive if the world ended, know you are the type of person who probably shouldn’t. The exact traits that made you cut throat enough to slash someones neck for toilet paper or gave you the endurance to eat cold beans in the middle of a forest… should also show you that the type of person you are is not how humanity might want to be remembered.
i say that statement with irony, knowing that I have no desire to live through an apocalypse. I barely want to live now, in a first world country. What I mean is,
The ones left standing are the ones who were willing to do whatever it took to live, but in living, lost their humanity. Absolutes barely exist, but if the Walking Dead taught us anything, it’s to make a decision early.
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Because who wants to hear the thoughts of bottoms?
Wishing that you wake up in Spring
A smile comes first, a deep breath comes next
Wishing you wake up in Fall
You turn over towards someone smelling sweet and sweaty
I hope you wake up with a closed chapter, ready to start a new one
And by you, I mean me
Why can’t I get rid of this block? Rude.
Is the world going to ruin out of coffee? Because I am genuinely more terrified of that than a global apocalypse.
Speaking of apocalypse, I think it’s time for a hard conversation. If you are one of those people who think that you would survive if the world ended, know you are the type of person who probably shouldn’t. The exact traits that made you cut throat enough to slash someones neck for toilet paper or gave you the endurance to eat cold beans in the middle of a forest… should also show you that the type of person you are is not how humanity might want to be remembered.
i say that statement with irony, knowing that I have no desire to live through an apocalypse. I barely want to live now, in a first world country. What I mean is,
The ones left standing are the ones who were willing to do whatever it took to live, but in living, lost their humanity. Absolutes barely exist, but if the Walking Dead taught us anything, it’s to make a decision early.
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Top Thoughts
Because who wants to hear the thoughts of bottoms?
Which topics would you like to be more informed about?
It isn’t a question of what don’t I know, but what do I actually know?
In a world built to make me dependent, how can I become self-sustainable?
With so many half truths coming out of peoples mouths, how do I trust a direction?
In a world of trillions of people, how do I not feel alone or suspicious?
Like damn, I don’t want a handout. I want to provide for myself and my family. I want freedom. Why does it have to be earned? What did I do to lose it in the first place?
Why can’t I get rid of this block? Rude.
Is the world going to ruin out of coffee? Because I am genuinely more terrified of that than a global apocalypse.
Speaking of apocalypse, I think it’s time for a hard conversation. If you are one of those people who think that you would survive if the world ended, know you are the type of person who probably shouldn’t. The exact traits that made you cut throat enough to slash someones neck for toilet paper or gave you the endurance to eat cold beans in the middle of a forest… should also show you that the type of person you are is not how humanity might want to be remembered.
i say that statement with irony, knowing that I have no desire to live through an apocalypse. I barely want to live now, in a first world country. What I mean is,
The ones left standing are the ones who were willing to do whatever it took to live, but in living, lost their humanity. Absolutes barely exist, but if the Walking Dead taught us anything, it’s to make a decision early.
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Top Thoughts
Because who wants to hear the thoughts of bottoms?
A good cup of Coffee
Seek & Destroy on it’s tenth play
Contemplating if I could survive without a job
Men used to hunt
Women used to pickle vegetables without Google
I can’t even write this sentence without my back hurting
Fuck this shit, I’m going to Olive Garden
Why can’t I get rid of this block? Rude.
Is the world going to ruin out of coffee? Because I am genuinely more terrified of that than a global apocalypse.
Speaking of apocalypse, I think it’s time for a hard conversation. If you are one of those people who think that you would survive if the world ended, know you are the type of person who probably shouldn’t. The exact traits that made you cut throat enough to slash someones neck for toilet paper or gave you the endurance to eat cold beans in the middle of a forest… should also show you that the type of person you are is not how humanity might want to be remembered.
i say that statement with irony, knowing that I have no desire to live through an apocalypse. I barely want to live now, in a first world country. What I mean is,
The ones left standing are the ones who were willing to do whatever it took to live, but in living, lost their humanity. Absolutes barely exist, but if the Walking Dead taught us anything, it’s to make a decision early.
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