What have you been putting off doing? Why?
I’m not afraid of learning something new.
I’m procrastinating because I’ve grown accustomed to being soft. To feeling like I’m doing a good job, that I am well-liked, that I am enough.
I need a new career if I plan on not killing myself before 30. But the idea of starting over, and asking everyone around me to support me AGAIN, is terrifying. Not because they won’t, but because they will.
How do the people around me have more faith in me than I do? How do I not let them down?
It sounds trivial. There are so many others in the world who don’t have support. I am grateful and recognize the privilege. But know that I am buckling under the pressure of being worthy of that support and all it means.
Spew Anew 