I don’t know if I’m alive
Until you ask why my breathing slowed
I wasn’t cold until I took your coat
I was hungry before you fed me green
I don’t know what it is to be alive without you
I’m not sure how to be
Stairwells descend
Clouds collect from rivers and seas
Is this how cavemen discovered fire?
From tip to tip, the drawn out tingle
Coming together, collecting light
I took at my first breath at 27
And it all started with a diet sprite
I am infatuated, obsessed, utterly shattered and wholly put together by the love I’m experiencing. I’ve told you once, and I will tell you again, I don’t crave you like a drug. I don’t need you like a dependent.
There isn’t a world that I want to live in where you don’t exist.